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Oct. 18th, 2002 10:51 amI'm feeling very blah today. I'd like to head home and see katieum before she leaves in the morning, but I doubt that i'll be up to making the trip tonight. Plus, I need to clean my room and the apt in general and get stuff together, etc. and the stupid van needs jumped. So I guess I'll deal with that in the morning or something, except that I need to go and do stuff tonight.
And I'm just in general irritated. Because Julie seems to be oblivious to helping to keep the rest of the apartment clean. Right now the kitchen in particular is rather nasty. I'll deal with that once I get home. But I need to go to the store, both grocery and pet. So maybe I should just get the van started tonight and then head out to the stores and stuff. sigh.
I really want a mocha. But there aren't any to be found in close proximity to SCL, which is where I am now, and I can't leave for very long, so, no mocha for me unless someone brings me one. oh well, whatever.
I'm feeling very jittery, jumpy, paranoid, panicked, anxious, etc, today. I dont like it. I'm not entirely sure why.
I didn't wear enough clothes today. I knew that when I was leaving, but I was already late and didn't have time to go back and get more. I'm cold in the lab, but I don't want to put my sweatshirt on for all day, because then i'll be cold when I go outside on my way home, at which time it's going to be fuckass cold anyway. gah.
I really feel like damn near nothing has gone right this week. especially in the past few days.
I coudl seriously use a good long hug. and a good long cry. neither of which seem to be forthcoming for whatever reason.
I removed people from my IM buddy list today. I got tired of seeing them online, messaging them only to have my messages ignored, or to simply not be contacted by them. I'm tired of a lot of things right now. I'm also just plain tired right now.
sigh.at least i'm feeling slightly warmer at the moment. but i still want a mocha.
And I'm just in general irritated. Because Julie seems to be oblivious to helping to keep the rest of the apartment clean. Right now the kitchen in particular is rather nasty. I'll deal with that once I get home. But I need to go to the store, both grocery and pet. So maybe I should just get the van started tonight and then head out to the stores and stuff. sigh.
I really want a mocha. But there aren't any to be found in close proximity to SCL, which is where I am now, and I can't leave for very long, so, no mocha for me unless someone brings me one. oh well, whatever.
I'm feeling very jittery, jumpy, paranoid, panicked, anxious, etc, today. I dont like it. I'm not entirely sure why.
I didn't wear enough clothes today. I knew that when I was leaving, but I was already late and didn't have time to go back and get more. I'm cold in the lab, but I don't want to put my sweatshirt on for all day, because then i'll be cold when I go outside on my way home, at which time it's going to be fuckass cold anyway. gah.
I really feel like damn near nothing has gone right this week. especially in the past few days.
I coudl seriously use a good long hug. and a good long cry. neither of which seem to be forthcoming for whatever reason.
I removed people from my IM buddy list today. I got tired of seeing them online, messaging them only to have my messages ignored, or to simply not be contacted by them. I'm tired of a lot of things right now. I'm also just plain tired right now.
sigh.at least i'm feeling slightly warmer at the moment. but i still want a mocha.
