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I have a lot that I want to say, but I'm not sure I'm ready to say it here. Maybe this is the kind of thing best kept in a paper journal, I don't know. I don't currently have one of those. I think part of the problem also is that I don't know exactly how to say what I want to say. That's frustrating. Perhaps I'm just in general feeling a bit off today. It's hard to say. Oh well. I have lots to do tomorrow, I should go to bed soon. And so I think I will, although it would be nice to be able to have a long phone conversation before falling asleep, but right now there really isn't anyone to talk to, and I don't have much to say. Just kinda want someone there-ish with me.

Something doesn't feel right, and I kinda feel like I'm being pulled toward something, but I don't know what. For now, I think it will be sleep, and I'll work on it more tomorrow.