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I've talked to him, and I know what's going on. Which is, things are still in limbo, but now I *know*, so that's ok. In reality, there's nothing different today than yesterday other than I've talked to him and really, that's made all the difference. If that made sense to you, you deserve a cookie.*

Whatever happens, happens. If things don't work out between us, or if he winds up staying with her, we'll still be friends, at least as far as I'm concerned. And I'm ok with whatever happens. Granted, I have my preferences, but I'm truly ok with whatever happens.

And I'm sorry, I shouldn't have screwed all this up for you. I should have either said something a whole hell of a lot earlier, or waited until things played out with her. Timing isn't always my best point. At least neither of us has to pretend that we're not attracted to each other anymore.

And don't worry about my head, I really do have it under control. I am, however, concerned about your head. We've been over that though.






*note: I did not say I would give you a cookie, merely that you deserved one. Go get your own cookie! :)

and yes, I've said all of this to him, so it's just re-iterating everything, not veiled communication.