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Feb. 24th, 2005
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Feb. 24th, 2005 11:06 pmhmm... I want to know the answer, but at the same time, I'm afraid I already do. But even if I do, that's alright. It's been fun, and hell, now I have my boobs for a livejournal icon!
*yes, I sound a lot more flip than I'm really feeling. I didn't realise I'd invested so much of myself into this. I mean, yeah, I was aware that I was invested in it, but I didnt realize how much. And I didnt realize how nervous I am of what's going to happen over the next few weeks. Besides, my psyche is still rife with "I'm not good enough!" type thoughts. We'll see. *nervous*
*yes, I sound a lot more flip than I'm really feeling. I didn't realise I'd invested so much of myself into this. I mean, yeah, I was aware that I was invested in it, but I didnt realize how much. And I didnt realize how nervous I am of what's going to happen over the next few weeks. Besides, my psyche is still rife with "I'm not good enough!" type thoughts. We'll see. *nervous*