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Feb. 8th, 2003 03:18 pm*sigh*
I have an apology to write, but don't have the time at the moment. All I really want to do is go and cry, because I feel like I've been really fucking stupid. Which apparently I have been, without even realizing it. That alone pisses me right the fuck off.
I feel like an idiot. I put the puzzle together wrong. I made a wrong assumption, and I'm sorry. The result did shock me into realizing that I'm not doind nearly as well as I'd thought. Although I still wonder sometimes why I have to be broken.
I need to start swimming again. The water helps.
*forces self not to give up*
*plasters note on monitor to call presctiption comany again to find out why meds never here*
shower time. No, i'll do that after I get back. right now, I need to do dishes. again. wheeeeeeee thud.
I have an apology to write, but don't have the time at the moment. All I really want to do is go and cry, because I feel like I've been really fucking stupid. Which apparently I have been, without even realizing it. That alone pisses me right the fuck off.
I feel like an idiot. I put the puzzle together wrong. I made a wrong assumption, and I'm sorry. The result did shock me into realizing that I'm not doind nearly as well as I'd thought. Although I still wonder sometimes why I have to be broken.
I need to start swimming again. The water helps.
*forces self not to give up*
*plasters note on monitor to call presctiption comany again to find out why meds never here*
shower time. No, i'll do that after I get back. right now, I need to do dishes. again. wheeeeeeee thud.
