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and weirder.

in fact, at this point, things are too weird and unsorted in my mind for me to post even moderately coherently about them.

But there is a lot tumbling around inside my head, clammoring to be released. Maybe soon... I need to think things over, and I'd like to talk things over, but I'm not sure who with. So confusing. and confused. yeesh.

Does someone have a map to my life? Can I have it back please?